I feel you in there, little one.
Gentle, but there all the same.
A jolt here, a tickle there – reminding me of your miraculous presence inside my body.
Soon, your daddy will be able to feel your kicks with his hand and your sisters will squeal as they see my belly rumble and rise.
But for now, you and your life-proving acrobatics are all mine.
I see you there, little one.
Just a little bump, but there all the same.
Trusty jeans not fitting, favorite shirts stretching out – my slowly expanding body evidence of your own rapid growth.
Soon, strangers will ask to feel my obviously pregnant belly, flowy shirts no longer obscuring the life within.
But for now, my subtly rounded tummy is mine to wonder over and relish in.
I imagine you in there, little one.
Your tiny facial features hidden from the world, but there all the same.
Will your eyes be expressive and kind like your sister’s? Will you have your daddy’s smile?
Soon, your face will be ooh’d and ahh’d over by family and strangers alike, the focus of much adoration.
But for now, the details of you are known by my imagination alone.
My heart beats for you all the while, little one.
From the moment I saw the tiny “+” indicating your presence, you’ve been a part of me.
My heart pumping blood through our bodies, keeping us connected and alive.
My Mama soul whispering to yours in the confines of our hearts and wee hours of the night.
We have a special bond, you and me.
So, while I will rejoice when you are here in my arms and I get to share you with the world, I am cherishing these months where you are mine and mine alone.
I pray you feel my love, little one.
Gentle and strong, there all the while.
For now, while my body is your home.
But also for always, because as long as it’s beating-
My heart will be your home, my sweet little one.